Tuesday, July 7, 2009

I never really realized that so many people were reading my blog for inspiration and one friend that I will not call by name was expressing to me how uplifting my blogs were to her and another friend encouraged me that I needed to start back b/c she too was touched by my blogging. And so here I am returning to the blogging world and I am kind of excited about it. Let me forewarn you though that however today I have been hurt by someone that I thought loved me and was really like family too me but after a few phone calls and conversations with her today and how adamant she was that what she was saying about we was so true that even though my heart is still heavy and it does bother me but I will overcome this too! I just feel like there is a certain way that you call somebody to confront them on some information that you have been given....you don't just tell me WHAT YOU KNOW IS TRUE from somebody that you probably haven't known 1/2 of the time that you have known me. I've noticed lately that this person has treated me different and I know she looks down on me and yea that kind of bothers me but all in all what it comes down too is that the only person's opinion of me that matters is GOD and he knows the truth. It truly amazes me at how fast people are quick to talk about you but they seem to forget that you NEVER know what you may face in your family ONE DAY so let that be your warning to maybe be less judgemental. This isn't the first time that this person has put her 2 cents in b/c along time ago when I first had Jalen she gave her opinion on the way she thought things should be and I was heartbroken but was able to forgive and forget but however with the seriousness of this situation right now I am pissed, I am hurt, and at this very moment I don't care if we ever talk again. I know that this doesn't make my God happy but he knows my heart so why try and hide it!!!!! Also be careful when you go around telling people like my mom who has helped me out for years (not b/c she had too) but because (I know that my mom loves me) be careful when you say that if you were my mom you wouldn't do this and this and this. Well let me tell you until you are in that situation be careful of what you say you won't do b/c YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT MAY SHOW UP ON YOUR DOORSTEP!!!!! Be careful in accusing people of things that you have no clue of what goes on in their life b/c the bible does say "JUDGE NOT THAT YE BE JUDGED" I know for a fact that I am not the only single non working mother that you have had negative things to say about but until YOU WALK ONE DAY IN OUR SHOES THEN DON'T BE SO QUICK TO JUDGE.

Love to All,
Rachael

1 comment:

  1. I am just going to give a great big THANK YOU for the comment about walking in the shoes of mothers that haven't got a job, through no fault of their own! It is TERRIBLE these days trying to find work, and it is how this COUNTRY has begun to SUCK that has screwed up the economy, and WE, the single mothers, are suffering for it. If this person has the audacity to say the things she said and cast judgment on YOU then you are better off without her. Terrible things can happen to anyone, you know my situation. Luckily, I have 6 days left and it is resolved. Thanks for talking me through it, praying for us and being there. Our big day is Tuesday, so keep praying for us, send a HUGE one up the the big man Monday night and all day Tuesday!

    Love you tons, girl!

    Heather

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